My coffee, your cookies?

A tiring day... Perhaps because I didnt sleep well last night. Could it be the effect of the coffee that I drank yesterday afternoon? Struggling through the day, and keeping myself away from any coffee after lunch.
And thanks to DAvid, who offer me a piece of your chocolate.
Hopefully, tonight I will sleep well.. like a pig **SNOre SNOre**
Oh what about the cookies? Nothing, hehee just thought that coffee go well with cookies.. Yummy! And I have just finished up my last piece of crabtree and evelyn toffee crunch cookies. Nice!
Looking forward to Emil Chow's concert this coming saturday! Yippy :)

Weeping Miffy

A sAd dAy

Realized the care and concern you gave people will not be the same as to what you will receive. Probably because I always thought it should be (or eventually it will be), so that's why I am so sad when I realized the truth.. Taken the truth hard.

And had a bad sleep. WAking up feeling more upset and angry. Had a dream about someone and something making me mad again. Cannot remember what is the dream now. Wondered how could life be so hard.. After a bad incident in real life, yet you are still disturbed in your sleep by dream..

A single sad incident brought back other unhappy memories.. like a piece of magnet attracting all kind of magnetic objects from distant.. even those that happened about 5 to 10 years ago. All the unhappiness occupied 80% of my mind the whole day.. a rainy day..

Wonder when will all this sadness end..

When will the rain stop...?

Nails.. nails.. nails..

Recently, I got myself a new hobby. **GROWING NAILS**

It all started on one day when I was shopping with my friend at Vivocity. While passing by a manicure shop, I decided to pamper my ugly nails with a manicure session. It was also an attempt to quit my nail bitting habit.

Since young, I have been bitting my nails (especially when I am thinking, stress, bored, unhappy). I was never successful in kicking off the bad habit. After the manicure session, no more nail bite! Hurray!... Probably it was the effect of the coat of paint that made the nails looked "distasteful"..?

Now, I am obsessed with nails. Almost everyday, I found myself browsing through forums on nails talk, surfing websites on nail lacquers and colors, thinking when shall I give them a new coat of color...Need to constantly restrain myself from buying anymore nail lacquer...

Discovered that the price of a nail lacquer (same brand and color), can vary from <$10 to >$20, depending on where you get it from.

Wondering why is my nails growing so slowly. It has been more than 3 weeks. Why is it still so short?

@_@ Music in Blog!

I made my blog play song!

Always wanted to do so. Asked alot of people but no one can tell me how. Finally figured it out myself. Suddenly, I have this idea that programming is so amusing, especially when you figured out how to interprete the codes!

** Am Very Happy **

Oh, btw the song that is playing right now is:

大城小爱 by Lee Hom
乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
搁着半透明的脸
嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗
屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
灯火是你美丽那张脸
终于找到所有流浪的终点
你的微笑就输了疲倦
千万不要说天长地久
免的你觉的我不切实际
想多么简单就多么简单
是妈妈告诉我的哲理
脑袋都是你心里都是你
小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜
念的都是你全部都是你
小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心
让我大声的对你说
i'm thinking of you
那回城的票根你留做纪念
不必害怕面对离别
剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前
走到那里都有你陪
相随
oh~~念的都是你全部都是你
拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉
那一种寸步不离的感觉
我知道就叫做缘

GST Hike again

Our government finally made their call to raise our GST to 7% from the current 5%. I heard this will take effect sometime in FEb 07.

People around me are planning to get the necessary stuff which they need before the hike. So, shall we also quickly decide, book and pay for our honeymoon before the GST hike? Hmm..

I always wanted to visit london after watching *LOVE ACTUALLY*. HAve imagine myself walking along the street of london with dear dear on christmas eve, snow falling and people singing christmas carols. Its so romatic...

Browsing through wedding websites regarding topics on honeymoon destinations. France look romatic. Greece is gorgeous. Caribbean? San Francisco in USA?

Hmm.. there is still no progress from me in deciding on design of my evening gown.. Argghh.. STRESS.. Today is only Tuesday, tomorrow still need to work.. So many things, training, project.. So tired.. This week is terrible. HORRIBLE. I wish I could escape from all matters and go into hidding.

**AVOIDING** Probably in my previous life, I was an ostrich who buried its head in the ground in times of trouble.

Feeling really moody since yesterday. ATe 2 chocolate ice-cream after dinner. One is chocolate icecream sandwiched between two piece of biscult, the other is duno what flavour coated with chocolate. BUt AM STILL FEELING LOUSY. My calories consumption had been wasted.

**FEELING MORE UPSET**

Going to sleep..

Back frOm Pfizer College

Yesterday, we had our D&D at Pan Pacific hotel, the pacific ballroom. It was quite an enjoyable night, although I never get to win any lucky draws.

The food is not bad. I went home feeling full. In fact, everything tasted so much better than the dinner we had last year at Ritz Carlton. Also, our table is very close to the stage. We have a good view of all performance.

The theme is lovely and friendly -- "BACK TO SCHOOL". It gave us an opportunity to dress in school uniform, a reminisce of the past.

Thanks to my 3 cousins for lending me their school uniforms. And also to my mum who helped to pleat my hair.

And, there was an Australian performer, who I think is very cute. Others find that he is too skiny.. I cant remb his name though. Took a short video clip with my camera while he was performing, but not sure how to post it on the blogger.

Pacific ballroom with its intelligent lightning, is the dream place where I like to have my wedding. But, we are unable to hit the minimum capacity of the ballroom (at least 45 tables on a weekend). So .. *Goodbye to my dream wedding venue*

I WIsh for..

Browsing through people blogs. Noticed that many included a wish list in their blogs..
**THINKING**
What do I wish for? Haha.. Not a difficult question at all..Besides good health, good luck, and world peace, I dream of:
1. N70 series Nokia handphone
2. A new handbag **branded piece**
3. A long distance oversea holiday with friend or dear dear
4. Longer finger nails **pray that it grow faster**
5. A maid to do my laundry and housework
6. Tiffany diamond ring
7. ...
[hmm.. Will update the list when I think of anymore wishes...]
My Birthday is over. But christmas is coming... **hint hint**
Do update your blog with your wish list so that I know what I can get for you too? =D

The Creepy Weigh Scale

Got back my medical report for the health checkup done about 3 months ago. Everythings seem alright.

I hang around the clinic for quite a while before the clinic assistant managed to dig out my health report.

During the waiting time, i saw that the weigh balance is staring straight at me. I remembered those days when I used to weigh myself daily after lunch. I became quite obsessive about my weight then. Whenever there is any slight increment in my weight *even the tinniest 0.1kg difference*, I will be upset. Managed to quit this weighing habit altogether...

Finally, finally... I BRAVE myself up to take my weight again. **Surprise Surprise** I am weighing 2 kg lighter then 6 months back! After lunch!

After work, still feeling excited and greatly amused, I asked bear if I showed any weight loss. He stared at me for a while [perhaps wondering if he should say the truth?], before replying "NO".

So, probably the machine is just out of calibration. Maybe I will weigh myself again tomorrow. Just to confirm...

Robertson Walk on Saturday Night

Last night, I went out with BF and his friends to Robertson Walk for soccer match. I am not a soccer fanatic (except during World Cup). So, I kept myself entertain by taking picture of the night scene and the crowds, while enjoying my mint tea.

Ops! What is the final score? I cant remember..

My Diet Restriction List

I have a Diet Restriction list. BUt this is not a diet for slimming down in preparation for my wedding! It is a list of forbidden food instructed by my doctor, that I need to avoid if I want to recover from the bad bad cough.

I seldom fall sick. But today, I coughed till my chest ached. And last night was horrible. I was awaken from sleep by my own cough. It is actually a weird feeling. First, I heard several coughing sound, and I opened my eyes, then I realised its me who is coughing! So, I revisited the clinic today, this is the third visit within a week!

Looking through the list, I start to wonder what should I eat tomorrow. Majority of them are (directly or indirectly) part of my daily diet, eg cereal in milk. Chicken is the main meat dish for lunch as no pork is allow in our halah canteen. Egg and potato are also an unavoidable side dish. Chocolate, my anti-stress afternoon snack. So, what can I eat tomorrow?

Passed by a bakery shop on way home, thought of getting some bread for tomorrow breakfast. But, excluding those bread without the restricted food type, there are not much which I can choose. In the end, I never get anything from the bakery.

Besides the restricted food list, I have a whole new set of medicines from the doctor. Probably, they are really really STRONG *as claimed by my doctor*, I have not cough a single bit since I took the medicine a while ago. Just feeling a bit drowsy.